Praise God. I have just surfaced from a bit of a spiritual drought in my life. It felt as if one thing kept coming after the other, and my time with the Lord dwindled to almost nothing each day.
This Christmas was difficult for me. It was our first Christmas as Christians, and we struggled with every aspect of buying presents and sharing our true celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ in the midst of such worldly greed and selfishness. Just before Christmas, we found out that we were expecting another blessing in our family. I have been overjoyed; But, the joy is swiftly overshadowed, at least temporarily, by morning sickness and fatigue. I felt that by the end of the day I had not energy to spend time with my Lord. I still feel that way, but it’s getting better.
I slip into this drought, my lips are parched because I have not been drinking from the living water, and my soul is hungry for my daily bread. I know what I need, but the more I stay away from HIM the more I hesitate to come into his presence again. When I do the tears start to fly as I confess, repent, pray, and pour out my heart to the Lord. It’s miraculous the difference that just prayer and time spent with God can make. It is amazing what he can do when I let him do it.
During that drought my marriage, family, emotions, mental stability, and relationships with any and all people suffered. When I am with the Lord, and walking side by side with him, relying on him for every step and every need, my life begins to see joy again. It’s a refreshment that none can describe to someone who has never experienced it. It’s a refreshment that only those who know the Lord can relate to. They have experienced it.
My bible tells me to give others a reason for the joy that is within me. This is my joy, it is my Lord Jesus Christ.
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